So... now what?!

have no idea what I want to study.
I want to study: English, Psychology, Philosophy.
Not good with math's and science's.
Visual learner**, i make great detailed lists and enjoy making them,
Fashion or jewelry design :D
but no (affordable) programs nearby... to my knowledge.

visual learners:

* take numerous detailed notes
* tend to sit in the front
* are usually neat and clean
* often close their eyes to visualize or remember something
* find something to watch if they are bored
* like to see what they are learning
* benefit from illustrations and presentations that use color
* are attracted to written or spoken language rich in imagery
* prefer stimuli to be isolated from auditory and kinesthetic distraction
* find passive surroundings ideal